waaaaaaarrrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!

09:22pm 07.04.2011

Sblum ya…mek nk..uhmm..

GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!
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K STOP IT!!!!!

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AAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!JKSDHISU
HFDJF
VHUDHVJDNV ODINVNHDOIFHVINFIVBINVYNIGH!!!!!

STOP STOP STOP AINA STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UH WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!
MR.H CALL ME!!!!!!FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!!
OH MY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ADEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!KMK NANG XTAUK NO YA NO.
PUBLIC PHONE SKOLAH NY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY!!!!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHH!!!!!!!!!!1

YOH..SEJOK DAH TGN TOK..WAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KCK SORA NYA!!!!

PEY!!!!!!

CAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MAK AI ..PTUT LA ATI TOK KUAT MDH YA NO NY..

TP XMOK CYK N TRLALU BRHARAP..

SEJOK DAH TGN TOK..

YA RABBI..

WAAA..

ADEJHFKRHFLKDJVFO’PDNFSKSNCIDYFVKJIDNVIRI
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ASTAGHFIRULLAH..

OK2..SBR NA..

NYA KOL..BAB NYK..MEK PHM X PA YG NYA PDH..

SO MEK PDH LA MEK PHM..

PASYA..AEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!...LINE XBGUS..

KOL NY BLIT..

MEK NYK NY..KNK KOL..

NY PDH..XBLEY KE?

KMK PDH LA..TAK LA..HARI TU CKP NK LOST CONTACT..

NY PDH..BUKN TU MKSD SY..AWK MSTI TAK FHM..

PASYA MEK PDH..SY FHM SIKIT JE..

PASYA OF..XDGR MEK PA DPDH NY LAST YA..

NERVOUS GLAK SMPE PEKAK TINGA..

PEY…WAAAA!!!!

what a day..haizzzzzzzz…

tired all day..busy too..

Wednesday.. 7:11pm..

School..then in the evening I go to fafa house..cause..i got computer class for today.. on 3pm..but I also must go to scout too on 2:30pm..haissszzzzz..=.=”

Idk which one I gotta go..so I choose my computer class..

Plus, I gotta help my friend to sign in the class too..

But I know..i will been ‘kill’ by my scout teacher cause not coming to the meeting..gyaaa..i’m ‘dead’ tomorrow..

Uh..regret..=_=”

So..i go to my fafa house..i have been to her house before..

Her family were so kind and nice to me..>.<..

After lunch, I go to my computer class… WALKING..uh waaa..

So tired..plus,I’m carrying heavy bag..=3=..

First we pick up my other friends at the pharmacy..

Lisa call my phone but..i cant talk by my phone cause maybe its broken cause last time it falled..then I just turn off my phone then when arrive there, lisa seems like mad at me cause..i’m late..we didn’t enter our class cause..it like on a vacation..i thought so..then I just on9 my fb and tm..but the internet was lagging..so its take time to on9..

I wish kei was on9..but he said he got a internet problem..haiszz..i felt alone..

In tm,I been ignored by my friend..i’m not in mood when I know my pendrive got virus then all my things were gone..

So do Edmund pendrive..gone all his songs..

What should I do??!!!

=.=”

Uh uhh..

He got lots of nice songs..but ALL GONE!!!!!!

Waaaaa!!!!!

I’m in badluck again..what did I do today..

Everythings turn to worst things I ever got!!!
GYAAAAA!!!!!!!!

I’m going crazy..

My presentation also gone..i need to get the copy back from pei mei..

All my pic r gone..:’(

His pic also gone..

My novel gone..all gone!!!

MY CIVIC WORK TOO!!!

I felt bad and tention now..

Oh no.. I gotta do a new one bout the civic …

It’s a group work..since I mess up with it..

I need to do it all again..

My problem become more again..

Waaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!
mess up!!

Issssssssshhhhh…

Headache now..

I wanna cry too..

Hummm….:(

3 things.......

5. april . 2011

My life were normal like always… go to school in the morning…

Well… today our class change our arrangement seat ..

uh huh..

All student got they own ‘couple’ in class..

=.=”

I don’t like sit beside a guy..haizzz..

We’re been order to arrange our seat after my sports subject..

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

ok2..bm swak..

pagi ya.. kaki kmk sakit coz maybe bab mlm tdik…tido xtentu bdn kali..sakit oo..then..kmk la jdi org yg pling lmbt gi ke pdg aritok..hehe~~..smua nanyk hal kaki.. injured~~..sakit denk..=.=”…

then..di pdg..mek sa lonely lak..ntah la..

sa knk pinggir da juak..bab..uhmm..my bestfriend seems like changing her attitude toward me… haizzzzzzzzzzz..

kcik ati da juak..p.. xpa la..dah besa d plh org piya..uhmm..:(

hati org…wlaupun kita sush2 nk jaga..tpi ttp xkan dpt nk jga sentiasa..tol x?..kdg2 kita buat slh tnpa pgethuan dikpun bh..pa nak buat mun org dh mdh kita tok jht…humm..well..

kmk sa kmk xlayak nk brkwn ngn sapa2..

n xlyk juak ada bestfriends..

wlaupun kmk dah buat mcm2 k jga prshbtn tok..p..

humm..

kmk rsa pa yg kmk buat x mndtgkn hsil wlaupun sbesr zahrah..

hum… kdg2 sa ngok jak bila buat bait ngn org..xgine2 mun ny nk bnck kta oneday lak..hidup la tok.. kjap ya kjap tok..

“BESTFRIENDSFOREVER~~!!”

CEY!! Xmok mek cyk gk ngn word ya..exspecially word FOREVER ya..bgik kmk..word ‘forever’ ya sumphn bgik kmk..sbb..

Bila kmk dah sure aggp something ya ‘forever’..

ny xkn pnh kekl sprit yg kmk hrpkan..bukn nk mdh ya apa..

p..kmk dh lmak dah dpt pnglmn tntng situasi yg brkenaan ngn ‘forever’..

Lebh2 lgik prhubungn..cam tek lh..

xkira bestfriends ka lovers ka..smua sma jk..mun hati xkuat,smua ya xkn kekl..

Prhubungn..hahahahahahahahah!!..

lwk..dah..

Enough la..kmk sush mok cyk ngn prcaya prkara cmtok..

Janji..sahabat..cinta..

3 prkara ya mek sush mok cyak gik..

P pa yg kmk tauk..

ONLY BELIVE IN YOURSELF..

PROMISE TO YOURSELF..

MAKE YOURSELF LIKE YOUR BESTFRIENDS..

AND!!!

LOVE YOURSELF..

BEFORE YOU WANT TO MAKE PROMISES OR BELIEVE OTHER PPL PROMISES..BEFORE YOU MAKE FRIENDS TO BESTFRIENDS..AND..BEFORE YOU WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE ELSE MORE THAN YOURSELF..

Remember that always..

Bab..mun org jnji..lak2 tggl janji ajk..

tpi xditunai.

Mun bestfriends..one day lak nya kn tgglkn kta…

Lovers??..hahahaahahhahaaha…

agik la!!

Janji di buat..tapi one day lk..

jnji hnya akn tggl janji!!

Xkn ada org yg tunaikan jnji yg mlmpau..hahah..

contohny,

“mek xkan tgglkn ktk”..

”kmk akn sntiasa syg kt ktk”..

”kmk akn sntiasa ingt jnji kmk”..

”kmk jnji xbuat lagik”..

Hahahahahah…mcm2 gk.. hahaha..

berhntilah prcayak ngn jnji cm ya..ahaahahah…

tok gk..’SUMPAH’!!..hahaha..

tok sigek gk pnyakit..

trsumph2 ngn org..apa mkna ngan brsumpah2 ngn org??.

Mok nyuroh org cyk??..

ahahahahaahahahah…!!!!

Jgn sumpah2..lak trmkn sumph..bok pdn muka..

”sumpah!!kmk xbuat dak ya”..”sumpah!!bukn kmk”..

”sumpah!!mek mena2 syg kt ktk”..

“sumpah”!!!!sumpah sumpah..sumpah lak jdi smpah..

Buang msa la..cyk ngn 2 ekok word ya..

Bestfriends?ahahaha..

”kita bestfriends forever k?..”..

“kita kn bestfriends..”..

”kita lah kwn shidup semati”..

“kmk sbgai bestfriend ktk..xkn tgglkn ktk no matter wht..ok??..”..”kwn ni leh mkn kwn..tol x?”..

nya lah ya!!!!!!!

Byk la tak org..bla bla bla..

msa bgus ngn kwn..mmg la cmya..

Cba msa klaie sikit bah..smua rhsia klua..

smua bnda disbut..kwn ya?..wahhh..

cgek gk..mun kwn tikam dri blkng..

ya rabbi..kita tok pnya la cyk nk mmpus pa nk dipdh kwn kita..check2 pok nikam dri blkng..

anok boh kata..

siap buat plan k ngenk kwn si sorg tok..

yohh..nang hebat!!!!

bley di anugerah ‘pelakon terbaik’..uishh..dpn kita..

pijak semut pun xmati..blkg??..pikr la..

lovers??..xkira la..mcm ats ya juak..sma jak..tiga2 tok berkait rpt bah..tol nk??..contoh :-

BESTFRIENDS -> PROMISES -> LOVERS..

PROMISES -> BESTFRIENDS -> LOVERS..

Nah..cgek gk..

PROMISES from LOVERS,then meet the BESTFRIENDS,BESTFRIENDS make promises,finally both of it broke PROMISES..then be a LOVERS..

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~~~!!!!!!!

Ya gk best tol x?..salu dah diat org camya..

Cmya lah hidup n ragam mnusia..

Heh..

Ahahahhahahaha~~

No komen…:X…

XD~~~~

Bye!!

lately...

28.3.2011

Uhmm..

What language for today?...

Hum..

Bm Sarawak lah..

Kmk xtauk lah gik pa nak di buat..nya dah melpas kmk..

Kmk pun xpat nak pdh apa2 kat ny..terpulng pd ny..kmk mena2 dah give up rh nya..mek xkuat gk nak nahan nya..dah berapa kali nya buat kmk camtok..mek pun dah xda idea gik..tlg la..mek mena2 srius ngn ktk..tp tok pa yg kmk dpt..mek xmok cayak gk pa nk dipdh ktk gk..udah..cukup ngn semua tok..

Jgn brik kmk hrpan palsu gk..buat lah pa ktk mok..asalkan ktk puas ati..mun nk bulak mek pun,brpada2 lah sikit..jgn guna alasan cinta ktk kt tuhan mun sbnrnya ktk xkuat lebih2 lagik prhubungan ktk dgn manusia..janji ktk xpenh nk pegang mena2..ktk tauk ngn dirik ktk jak..da tak piker ati org len?..mun buat slh..pdh sori..pasya ubah topic..kdak men2 jak ktk ngn mek..

Ktk ingt kmk tok apa?patong?kedong tek nak kmk tok xpande nak nganok ktk..seng2 jak..ya lah..bla bla bla..byk la kata2 manis ktk..muak mek dgr tauk x..dah la eh..kepak nywa mek nk melyn org dak ktk..sush mek nk cyk ktk gk..alsn ktk nang mcm2..kjap ya kjap ya..xjuak mena..lantak la..pa nk jdi jdi lah..

Mls mek nak lalek hal ktk gik..truskan lah perange camya..xda org akn thn ngn perange ktk..cayak la kata mek tok..mek xbulak bah..main lah prasaan org bena2 sia..lak knak muka ktk blit bruk ktk tauk gine asa org lamak tok..jujur la eh..iboh tapok2 gk bah..dah nampak gilak dah ktk just mok men2 ngn kmk..

Dak tok jak..ktk cabar kmk lok ah..k fine!!!..kmk men game ktk!!!!!!mek mok diat sebesar ne cayak ktk ngn manusia yg di gelar ktk tok guru ya..cayak glak ngan ajran nya..sampe jodoh ngan pa jdi kt masa dpn pun ny ya tauk..maka tuhan jak tauk pa yg akan jadi pada msa depn..sapa jodoh kta..semua ya allah jak ygn tauk bah..tok x..ada ka ptut manusia di cyak ny 100%..ya dah pergi ke murtad tol x..tlglah..syg bah mun tunggang tunggit sembahyng tpi cayak ngn mnusia..ya rabbi..jgnlah sampe ke arh ya..

Gine kmk mok thn mun ktk kdak ya?..gne kmk mok cyk mun ktk mala berubah??..kmk dah cuba nk phm ngan prange ktk..byk kli mek ngelak mok piker yg xbgus tentng ktk..tp..nang xpat..smuanya menunjukkn sikp buruk ktk kt kmk..dah la..

Nek tok,smua trpulng pd ktk k..pa yg ktk mok smpekan kt kmk..kmk xmok nk cayak 100% gik..mek dah hilng kepercyaan kt ktk..jgn slhkan kmk mun mek xcayak ngn ktk..tp ktk dikpun yg buat kmk xmok cyk ngn ktk gik..kita brkwn..brkwn mena2..iboh bulak2 org..mek xska kwn ngn org hipokrit..jujor bah mun da papa yang xkenak..mun xmok brkwn pun,pdh..iboh molh piya..k..lemah nywa mek..dah lah..mun ktk rsa ktk prlu kmk..sent jak msj or whatever..tp mun men amok tunaikan apa yg ktk mok pdh..buat lah dgn niat yg btl..k..uhmmm……………………………………………………………………

uhmmmmmmmm.......

cam na nak update ye??..
pendrive kna bwa umi ke psr..pey~~~

again!!

Uuuuuupppdaaaaatttteeeee!!!!

For today~~
hehehe..

Dear blog..hahahah..ok..uhmm..

I give ya a name..

Uh humm..

Dear nunu??dear me??hahahahahXD
dear deer??o.O’’’

Dear diary,,<----------- =3=..same meaning..

Bla bla bla..whatever..

Hehe..

MORNING,AFTERNOON,EVENING,NIGHT!!!

Hehehe..lemme tell ya my day for today (10/3/2011)..

In the MORNING………..

School like always..oh hoh!!

Today I take history exam!!heheh..

Its easy but..i’m sleepy when taking the exam..hahahahahXD
not enough sleep or what..idk either..

But I always sleepy aroun 11am..XD

Hahaha..then chit chat with my ‘daughter/son’..

I didn’t talk recently with most of my classmate..but today they talking to me..

And keep asking me..idk y..

Weird huh??

Since I’m drawing in class that day..

Weirdo..

But it a good impression to me….

*on my shoulder area..suddenly I felt pain..what’s wrong??*

In the Afternoon..

Back home late..cause my lil brother walk out from school like a turtle..

Sooooo slllloooowww..

He thought he’s a model do him?O.O

Then home..

Open my handphone then msg with kei..

He didn’t go to school today..so I msg with him whole day..

Uhh..kmk mok mlepsnya..xsggup mek nk mlukak ati ny..

Gk pun..maybe mek 2 xdtkdirkn sama..

Ny bait..tp yalah..

Xmok mek..gk pun ny gik mudak bah.

Peyy..

Gney tok??

Pts ow?tp xsmpe ati..

Hmm..tlg!!..

Msg with kei,miyu,anjho,and anim..

My phone so busy today..:D

But..hmm..

Nothing..

*didn’t felt pain again*

In the EVENING….

Msg msg msg msg..

Then go to town..buy kitchen stuff..then home again..

Msg msg msg…

Then help mom cook..

Then typing this..in pc..

Nothing fun much..

*I felt the pain again but it for a while*

In the NIGHT..

Idk yet..

Now,I just hope mr.H msg with me on 12am..

I’m waitng waiting..

Please come back..

D:..

Imy D.R!!

Uhhh huhh..

Humm..

Waaaaaaaaaaiiiittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttiiiiinnnnngggggg!!!!!!!!!

Gyaaa!!

Crazy cause waiting something tht not sure enough to come back..

Uhmm..thts all I think..

Hummmmmm…

I just wait then..

………………..wait…………………………………………………..

~Black Roses~

(8:44pm)

l.o.v.e

 Its been a long time that I’m not update my blog..

Sometime I’m busy and sometime I’m lazy to update it..XD~

hahahahahXD..

I’m  in holiday mood!!!yeaaaahhhhh!!!!!
hahahaXD

But after this, there’s no holiday in a month ..

Its…ok..

As long I can msg with mr.H…

What? Who mr.H??

hahahXD
sommmmmeeeeeoonnneeee,hhhhuuuummmaaaaannnn…

hahahaXD

well..

now is global warming or what??cause weather  keep change recently..

more people got fever..

sometime its sunny..uhmm..i mean  TOOOOOOOOO  sunny!!O.O

I don’t  like this weather..make me felt wanna faint  everytime I walk..

Rain??..hmm..ita take time to raining..

I don’t know why..

2012??no no no..

I didn’t trust that..O.o’’..

Hey hey..

Woa..

hahahaXD
…….

…..

…

…bluuuurrrrr…

Oh yea!!there is a stalker keep disturbing me..

I don’t know what type of guy he is..

He deaf or what?..

I said to him..i already got someone in my heart..

Why it so hard to him to understand it??

He making story about my relationship with him!!

D:<!!!
I really mad when he make up story that i am his girlfriend!!!

I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m  nearly to slap him but..

I still respect him as friend.. that’s why I wont do that..

Am I too kind or what till now he seems want to pick up fight with me??

Or maybe he really want me to slap him..?..

If he want,he can ask for it..don’t be a coward..

Only brave in front of his friends but a chicken when there’s no one to back up him..

Isssshhhh!!!LOOSER!!

I never hate someone that way in my whole life..

He’s the first one!!

I hate when someone rude to me..

I’m easy to close with someone,but..i’m easily to hate someone too

So..WATCH OUT!!!!

>:)..

Hehehe..ok2!

Stop talking bout that guy..making my mood worst..

Huhuhuhuhuhuhu~~~~~~~~~

Holiday holiday holiday~~~~

Hehehe..

What??..huhu~

>.>…

Stop staring at me!!

hahaXD

what?..i look crazy??hahahhahahahahXD

no I’m not!!

Hehehe..

Noooottttthhhhiinnnggg..

Just thinking bout something..

This month ill be busy again with performance and presentation..

Busy busy busy!!
uh waaa!!!
I hope I still have time to online for a while..

Hehe..

Cant live without internet,,

Msg msg msg!!
my hand busy with phones..

2 hand,2 phones..

hahahXD

then, night, will busy with surfing internet..

hahahXD
such a busy girl..

hey hey..

Aloha Wtin (my daughter/son)..XD

Sooooooooo hiao!!!hahahaXD
keep staring at her  ‘wife’..hahaXD
sometime..she ignore me when she’s talking to her..

How come..hahahaXD

Its ok..like mother like daughter right??

Hey hey..no no..

I’m not hiao..hahahXD

Hehehe…

Ooooohhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~

Uhh huhhh..

TinierMe!! I think I wanna quit it..

But I cant!!!!

*sigh*…..=_=’’’

Nevermind..forget it..

O.O…

kk..

uhmmm………

update..update..UPDATE!!
hahahXD

I don’t know what I wanna type now..

SMILE!!!!

CAUSE SOMEONE LOVE YOU!!!
 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3…

Hahaha..ok..enough for today..

Hehe..muahX~!!!
miss u!!love u!!
to my..heheheh

…………………………………………………………………………………………………(white.bttrfly)(3/9/2011)[8:21pm]

about tinierme (on9 game)

Last night,i want to quit tm..
since i'm playing tm,..i always hurt my own feeling
i cant stand it anymore..
i got too many problem now..aaarghh!!tension!!
in Tm,i got stress by and cant think properly for what i did..
maybe i think too much..different problem in two world at the same time..
its make my head so pain till i cant manage myself..


(to be continued...)

i feel bad today..:(

i open my another tm and i saw his diary..
the title was : a very good friends last words..
he paste my last facebook message to him..
my comment : em..i dont think so..
i dont want to exist in u two life anymore..
i dont want to destroy our friendship and ur relationship with her..
but we still friends ok..
i'm sorry..
i shouldnt love u..
but..
if i can forget the feeling..i'll find u two again..
i promise..
ok..
hope u two always happy..
k...
thats all..
say good bye to anie for me k..
bye..
see u soon..D':

THEN, his girlfriend paste my another tm message to her
my comment in it : "i'm sorry anie..i didnt mean to hurt ur feeling or ur relationshp with him..
i know u two got a fight..
emm..
from now on,i wont bothering u two anymore..
i already remove tyh from my fb..
and block him..
i hope u wont mad at him anymore..
i'm the one who wrong..i shouldnt..
emm..
anie..
forgive me..
i'm really sorry..
i dont want to broke our friendship..
if i were infront of u,u want to slap me..go ahead..
i know i'm wrong..i'm truely sorry..
now..its all from ur desicion..
to forgive me or not..
if u wont..
i understand..ok..eemmm..
if u still want friend with me,..
i really happy..
emm..ok..thats all..bye..:/"

THEN,he says : ikr :( she doesnt have to think this way Dx
we had a fight? O.o
she blocked me? DX no wonder i wasnt able to send her a message back :(
i feel so bad :'(

THEN,she says : i knowwww right >o< I guess she felt really bad? Not good ):
&& lol idk. I didn't see it as a fight x3
OH also, how did she know we were talking about it?
well, apparently she did );
awww i'm sorry ):

THEN,he says : i know :(
i know right? :O and joy thought it was a fight too? o.o
yeah... ummm... about that >.> ... umm.... yesterday when you didnt reply to my message... i felt worried >,_< and i talked to her about it... >.> since ummm.... we are good friends :O
its ok :/ besides its not her fault :O... :(

after that,i open my tm inbox..
she reply my msg to her : OMG no. That's not it. You shouldn't have done that. You guys are really good friends, and i'm sure he would be upset you did that :/
I do amit i kind of got jealous, but that was just wrong of me, because he was just being your friend.

i reply : sorry..
this is the best way right??
i dont want he upset..emm..but, u always make him happy..:/..so there is nothing to worry about..
i'm so sorry..
please..i dont want to hurt ur feeling anie..
i know how u felt..cause i'm a girl too..
not ur fault..its my fault..
i'm so sorry..
say good bye to him for me...
i'll kept my promise k..
i love my friends..
and i willing to do that for my friends happiness..
i hope u two always happy..
thanks for the sweet time u two give me..
i wont forget it..
thanks..
i love u two..

after that i see a new message from her..
she says : I NEED TO TALK TO YOU AINA ):

(in bored face)..i reply : what??
he describe me with this:

hmm..a sad day..:(

i feel so sad today..:(
i remove him from my fb n i block him..i'm sorry..
but i shouldnt say that too u..
its ur fault to cause u tell it to her..
u hurt me more deeply u know??
:'(
please..
after this..
i wont disturb u anymore..
so sorry..
i know she hate me at the first time but i wont tell u..
i know how girl feel..
cause i'm a girl..
my first <3 is ruine..
hmm..TT.TT

emmm...:(

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私は本当にいけないしたい..
しかし..
私は本当に.. EMMの..
今日..
私は彼にあなたを愛しているといいます..
彼は"私もあなたを愛しています"と言うが、しかし、彼は私を愛していないようです..
私が怪我を感じて...彼が言うとき..
原因は私が知っている..
彼は彼の最初の愛を愛して..
：'（

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Read phonetically

Nani ga watashi ni okotte iru..??
Watashi wa kare no gārufurendo to kare no nikki no komento o mita toki ni jibun jishin o seigyo suru koto wa dekimasen..
Watashi wa, sono o kizutsukeru.. Dō ka..
Watashi wa kareshi dorobō sa renai yō ni suru..
Watashi wa hontōni ikenaishi tai..
Shikashi..
Watashi wa hontōni.. EMM no..
Kyō..
Watashi wa kare ni anata o aishite iru to iimasu..
Kare wa" watashi mo anata o aishite imasu" to iuga, shika shi, kare wa watashi o aishite inai yōdesu..
Watashi ga kega o kanjite... Kare ga iu toki..
Gen'in wa watashi ga shitte iru..
Kare wa kare no saisho no ai o aishite..
:'(..

 

uh..=.=

so lonely..=.=..

hi....:I

hey there..
uh huh..=.=..
i forgot my old blog password..
thats why i make a new one..=.='''
by the way..i'll will always update my blog..if i not busy..
emm..ok..then..bye bye~