i feel bad today..:(

i open my another tm and i saw his diary..
the title was : a very good friends last words..
he paste my last facebook message to him..
my comment : em..i dont think so..
i dont want to exist in u two life anymore..
i dont want to destroy our friendship and ur relationship with her..
but we still friends ok..
i'm sorry..
i shouldnt love u..
but..
if i can forget the feeling..i'll find u two again..
i promise..
ok..
hope u two always happy..
k...
thats all..
say good bye to anie for me k..
bye..
see u soon..D':

THEN, his girlfriend paste my another tm message to her
my comment in it : "i'm sorry anie..i didnt mean to hurt ur feeling or ur relationshp with him..
i know u two got a fight..
emm..
from now on,i wont bothering u two anymore..
i already remove tyh from my fb..
and block him..
i hope u wont mad at him anymore..
i'm the one who wrong..i shouldnt..
emm..
anie..
forgive me..
i'm really sorry..
i dont want to broke our friendship..
if i were infront of u,u want to slap me..go ahead..
i know i'm wrong..i'm truely sorry..
now..its all from ur desicion..
to forgive me or not..
if u wont..
i understand..ok..eemmm..
if u still want friend with me,..
i really happy..
emm..ok..thats all..bye..:/"

THEN,he says : ikr :( she doesnt have to think this way Dx
we had a fight? O.o
she blocked me? DX no wonder i wasnt able to send her a message back :(
i feel so bad :'(

THEN,she says : i knowwww right >o< I guess she felt really bad? Not good ):
&& lol idk. I didn't see it as a fight x3
OH also, how did she know we were talking about it?
well, apparently she did );
awww i'm sorry ):

THEN,he says : i know :(
i know right? :O and joy thought it was a fight too? o.o
yeah... ummm... about that >.> ... umm.... yesterday when you didnt reply to my message... i felt worried >,_< and i talked to her about it... >.> since ummm.... we are good friends :O
its ok :/ besides its not her fault :O... :(

after that,i open my tm inbox..
she reply my msg to her : OMG no. That's not it. You shouldn't have done that. You guys are really good friends, and i'm sure he would be upset you did that :/
I do amit i kind of got jealous, but that was just wrong of me, because he was just being your friend.

i reply : sorry..
this is the best way right??
i dont want he upset..emm..but, u always make him happy..:/..so there is nothing to worry about..
i'm so sorry..
please..i dont want to hurt ur feeling anie..
i know how u felt..cause i'm a girl too..
not ur fault..its my fault..
i'm so sorry..
say good bye to him for me...
i'll kept my promise k..
i love my friends..
and i willing to do that for my friends happiness..
i hope u two always happy..
thanks for the sweet time u two give me..
i wont forget it..
thanks..
i love u two..

after that i see a new message from her..
she says : I NEED TO TALK TO YOU AINA ):

(in bored face)..i reply : what??
he describe me with this:

hmm..a sad day..:(

i feel so sad today..:(
i remove him from my fb n i block him..i'm sorry..
but i shouldnt say that too u..
its ur fault to cause u tell it to her..
u hurt me more deeply u know??
:'(
please..
after this..
i wont disturb u anymore..
so sorry..
i know she hate me at the first time but i wont tell u..
i know how girl feel..
cause i'm a girl..
my first <3 is ruine..
hmm..TT.TT

emmm...:(

何が私に起こっている..？？
私は彼のガールフレンドと彼の日記のコメントを見たときに自分自身を制御することはできません..
私は、そのを傷つける..どうか..
私は彼氏泥棒されないようにする..
私は本当にいけないしたい..
しかし..
私は本当に.. EMMの..
今日..
私は彼にあなたを愛しているといいます..
彼は"私もあなたを愛しています"と言うが、しかし、彼は私を愛していないようです..
私が怪我を感じて...彼が言うとき..
原因は私が知っている..
彼は彼の最初の愛を愛して..
：'（

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Read phonetically

Nani ga watashi ni okotte iru..??
Watashi wa kare no gārufurendo to kare no nikki no komento o mita toki ni jibun jishin o seigyo suru koto wa dekimasen..
Watashi wa, sono o kizutsukeru.. Dō ka..
Watashi wa kareshi dorobō sa renai yō ni suru..
Watashi wa hontōni ikenaishi tai..
Shikashi..
Watashi wa hontōni.. EMM no..
Kyō..
Watashi wa kare ni anata o aishite iru to iimasu..
Kare wa" watashi mo anata o aishite imasu" to iuga, shika shi, kare wa watashi o aishite inai yōdesu..
Watashi ga kega o kanjite... Kare ga iu toki..
Gen'in wa watashi ga shitte iru..
Kare wa kare no saisho no ai o aishite..
:'(..

 

uh..=.=

so lonely..=.=..

hi....:I

hey there..
uh huh..=.=..
i forgot my old blog password..
thats why i make a new one..=.='''
by the way..i'll will always update my blog..if i not busy..
emm..ok..then..bye bye~